Who am I? This blog started about learning me. I don't feel like I've learned anything. Everytime I think I'm starting to figure it out I get smacked out of nowhere and realize I don't know shit. I have spent so many of the last years (I don't even know how many any more) putting what I want away and not thinking about it. Now I tend to only think about me and no one else. I fucking suck. Maybe I'm better off alone, then I don't have to worry about anyone else.
I try to figure things out and I just go in circles. I want to feel. I can't find words to say what is in my head and I don't know any words that can describe what's inside.
It doesn't help that they announced 3 promotions today. None of them mine. I'm so tired of being in limbo.
Sorry darlin! As sure as you want to run and hide from others, some may just want to be your friend.
ReplyDeleteNo strings attached.
I know how much you wanted that promotion. Huge disappointment certainly!
I want to send you a dime.
You never know when your life can change on a dime!